results released; holiday's ending; exam's coming; me? suffering!

well a few days ago i just got my trial result..

Mathematics-84A
Economics-64C
Thinking Skills-60C
Sociology-68B

while this was my semester one result...

Thinking Skills-80A
Sociology-45E
Mathematics-80A
Economics-80A

........

i admit, it is quite dissapointing that both my econs and tks drop from A to C, but it is a miracle too for my socio to get B. since i didnt really put in much effort, so i'm quite satisfied with the result, this is because what i expected was.....

Mathemathics-80+A
Sociology-50+D
Thinking Skills-60+C
Economics-60+C

so, my result is actually better than what i expected.. but now, in less than 36hours i'm going to have my classes started again after the 2 weeks holiday... i wonder, i'm curious, and i'm looking forward.... whther will i finally start studying to get a good result for my AS finals, or will i surrender and keep playing and fooling around? to be honest i doubt i can study as hardworking as the others, but in my mind, i do hope: that the good me can finally win the war against the evil me who made me being lazy for so many years..

time is late, and i'm going to bed soon, tomorrow when i open my eyes, will i be me from today? or will i be a new me? shall begin, the war inside my mind.